Wednesday, March 30, 2011

i know not.... but i am...

i know im not beautiful
i know im not really intelligent
i know im not rich
i know im dont have job yet
i know that i have many shortcomings

but i have wonderful parents and family
but i have enough limbs
but i can talk
but i can walk
but i can hear
but i still can continue my life
but i still can see with my eyes
and many more more more more

why?

because HE knows that i dont need perfect face to live
because HE knows that i dont need bunch of many to live
because HE knows that right now I was not forced to work
because HE knows that i dont need that 'shortcoming' things right now to serve HIM better

what i need is my parents and family
what i need is i can walk, hear, talk, watch and many more.

therefore, every human being must always be grateful with what you have. any deficiency is the best for us, not to harm our life

Moral: always be grateful ...

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

SPM...BM:(

assalamualaikum sume. cam yg sume orang tau rabu lps result spm tuk bebudak f5 thn lps kuar. mst ada yg sedih, gembire, suke duke and ada gak yg xkisah langsung. thn lps hanya sorg je cousin maklang yg amik spm. tahniah kt afham (am). teruskan usaha.

tiap kali tibe waktu ni, maklang slalu teringat waktu dedulu (8thn lps). xsangka da lama upanya maklang tglkan sekolah. haha. cite sal sekolah lenkali la maklang tulis kalu rajin. kali ni nk cite pasal SPM maklang. haha. maklang bukanla kategori bebudak A. tp class tgh2. bukan yg atas, dan bukan jugak yg bawah. alhamdulillah.

nk cite time amik result dulu, mak and ayah maklang dtg. parents maklang sgt memyokong kami adik beradik. derg ikut maklang masuk bilik guru besar tuk amik result. bile duk dpn guru besar (ustaz Hasni), maklang gtau nama n die pn cari slip result maklang. bile da jumpe, die pegang2 result tu dulu. konkonon nk bg surprise. tp maklang blh nampak result tu sbb kertas tu cam transparent skit. first grade yg maklang nampak adalah 5. yg atas skali. tetibe cam berdebar. biasa yg atas skali BM. dlm hati pikir "eh xmungkin la BM dpt 5C. sblm2 ni plg kurang pn B je". maklang pikir mungkin derg ubah tempat tu. sambil pegang kertas tu ustaz tu pn duk sembang dgn ayah (derg kwn lama). tp maklang da xdengar da time tu sbb duk pikir results yg atas tu. da abis borak2 ustaz tu tunjuk result maklang. mmg sah BM maklang dpt 5C. (alhamdulillah result lain tinggi dr BM tu). tetibe rasa sgt sedih. subjek yg diharapkan tgi tetibe jatuh mcm tu. xpenah2 maklang nangis tgk result, tp bile kuar je dr blk ustaz tu, ada la jugak setitis air mata kuar tgk result BM tu. xleh terime. math, fizik, kimia, bio pn lg tgi. mmg sgt sedih.

lps parents maklang balik, maklang g jumpe kengkawan. rupe2 nye mmg thn tu result BM sgt teruk. dr 70 org, hanya 2 org je yg dpt 1A dan xsampai 10 org yg dpt result 2A. ada jugak yg dpt 10A, 1B. yg plg teruk ada yg dpt 9A1, 1C6. and yg paling kesian xpasal2 ada sorg candidate tu dpt 7D tuk BM, which is gagal walopn die xpenah dpt kurg dr 4B. bile tau je fact ni, tros maklang lega. maksudnye bukan maklang je result teruk tuk BM, tp majoriti drpd ktrg xdpt A mcm yg diharapkan. ktrg assume kertas ktrg tu tersalah hantar kt negeri lain. mkn silap tanda.

tu kisah 8 thn dulu. alhamdulillah skrg majoriti da abis blaja n masuk dlm masyarakat. berkhidmat utk negara. huhu. miss them so much. hope satu hr dpt jumpe blk sume2, insyaallah. sekian

Friday, March 25, 2011

MY BEST FRIEND

em tgh dgr lagu tajuk 'MY BEST FRIEND'. teringat kt kwn2 maklang. walopn jarang berjumpe, kdg2 duk sorg2 mesti teringat kt korg. alhamdulillah ada fesbok. blh la tau perkembangan masing2. xbyk yg maklang blh wat, hanya titipan doa rabitah yg dpt di hulurkan. semoga persahabatan maklang selama ini mendapat rahmat-Nya.

DOA RABITHAH

Sesungguhnya Engkau tahu
bahwa hati ini telah berpadu
berhimpun dalam naungan cintaMu
bertemu dalam ketaatan
bersatu dalam perjuangan
menegakkan syariat dalam kehidupan

Kuatkanlah ikatannya
kekalkanlah cintanya
tunjukilah jalan-jalannya
terangilah dengan cahayaMu
yang tiada pernah padam
Ya Rabbi bimbinglah kami

Lapangkanlah dada kami
dengan karunia iman
dan indahnya tawakal padaMu
hidupkan dengan ma¶rifatMu
matikan dalam syahid di jalan Mu
Engkaulah pelindung dan pembela


ps: kalu lupe letak nama krg takut ada yg kecik hati. so doa ni ditujukan kepada sume yg menganggap maklang ni kawan korg.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

happy birthday to me....

assalamualaikum sume.

11 march is my big day bcoz 26 years before i was born. alhamdulliah 26 years later i am here. thank you ALLAH. also big thank you to my parents for my birth into this world and raise me. nothing can pay your doing to me. syukran jazilan.

this year, one big thing happened in my birth-day. tsunami at japan. nauzubillah. really. really2 bad in 140 years. i was watching some video yesterday and its really scary-mery. HIS power is HIS power. pray for them.

also happy 5th anniversary to my sister and brother-in-law.

pray for us. thank you for all de wishes. really appreciate that. jazakillahukhairan.